Thank god for the internet and anonymity because I need to get this off my chest without embarrassing myself in front of someone.
I am 25 years old. I job hunt every single day and have been for the last year. I must have filled in well over 500 applications and I have not got a single interview. I don't even get a phone call. I've worked as a labourer when I left school but didn't enjoy it so I got a job in Tesco, didn't enjoy it so left and joined the Army, didn't enjoy it so quit after my contract and went to college to get some qualifications for uni. Then I went to uni but dropped out after failing my first year twice.
Money is not even the problem really. I get plenty on benefits that I can live just fine and happily so but I don't want this lifestyle. Why won't a single employeer give me a job it's so depressing I just wonder why I bother. I've wasted probably around 1000+ hours applying for jobs, browsing the internet for something which I can do.
I want a career but I don't know what I would enjoy or what I want to do. I have applied for every type of job under the sun and I have to keep inventing reasons why I want a career in such and such field. I hate employers so much they're so selfish and don't give a seconds thought to the people who don't degrees and are not gods gift to the job market.
It's making me really bitter and angry to the point where I just want to phone up every company that exists and unleash a full verbal assault. I don't know what to do I am SO angry and depressed right now.